confused..

i feel as if life is a blur right now.
i live by a calender, kinda feel like a doctor.
if its not one job, its another, or the jails or class, hw. its always something.

and now im even thinkin of changing my major. all m life i wanted to be a social worker, i wanted to help those who didnt have a voice, i wanted to help kids. but now im thinkin of a different path, i want to become a youth probation officer... but im scared. can i straighten out those kids for the rest of my life. will they listen to me? so many questions. i feel as if i have to decide now, because life is moving too fast.

i go home and i feel safe. i see my family and i dont want to leave. sometimes i feel like im living two lives...

i dunno. i think about what my tia would tell me and all i can picture her saying is.... "Dios Dira Mija"

ill stay confused, til i find the wayy.

<3Mica

day one...

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gotta read.